Thursday, May 06, 2004
called vic today to meet up for dinner and catch up. and she told me that nat just got married 2 weeks ago. and she's 7 months pregnant. WTF.
that's it man. as much as i like nat and even though i'm not close to her. i just think that her life is screwed up. it's downhill from here. there's no turning back from this disaster. and how can she not know that she's 6 months pregnant? she's just a moron. REALLY. and her bf's or husband's an ass. comon. he's been treating her like dirt for as long as i can remember. and she's been crying over him for EVER and he really is a good for nothing bum. and now, she's stick with him for life. best. and there's a little baby on the way too. urgh.
sometimes i watch TV and marvel at how script writers can write the most amazing stories. and listen to nat's situation, it seems sureal. like it's not happening to her. it's not happening to someone i know. i pity her lar... but then again, she only has herself to blame. firstly, unprotected sex? gosh. or even better, pre marital sex. sigh. maybe i'm different, i have a strict set of values that i set for myself and i know it's the 20th century, but still. some values don't change. really. and then there's the issue of staying with her good for nothing bf. she shld have left him like ages and years and centuries ago. moron. but then,... i know what it's like cos a part of me deep down still wanna run back to kc or ry. sigh.
so who can blame her? she's human too. we all make mistakes.
but her mistake is bringing a kid into this world. and that's life. guess i can't do anything except help her in any way that she needs, or i can. beats judging her right.
her mistake... their mistake is a life long thing. the kid is going to suffer man, and the kid is a living reminder of their mistake.
i know i sound really pessimistic and critical and horrid basically, but this is the world's perception. and it's my perception as well i guess. who am i to judge them... but still...
all i can say is that i'm glad i'm not her. or will ever be her.
