Friday, April 16, 2004
yesterday's econometrics paper:
didn't study much for it. that i can honestly say. i spent 1.5 days pior to the exam studying for it. or shld i say catching up. wah. this mod i totally slack the whole sem cos i have no idea wat the crap mau ge was talking abt. so yes, i'm coming from behind. slept in the afternoon so i cld study at night and guess wat.
there was a blackout.
it always seems like i always knew it was going to happen. i always thought of the wat if question. and considering i've written abt it countless of times in my chinese essays.. hahah... crap. i was totally at a lost. honestly. u cannot imagine the panic i felt man. and somemore kenna scolded by mum and pop for fuck. grr... don't talk abt it ready. went to school, saw alvan and cried cos i was just so stressed.
the paper? erm... i think it was pretty straight forward, as in if u studied and knew wat ever was going on, u'll do fine. but the thing is, i didn't study. i didn't know. i didn't ... anything! everything! urgh. came out hearing the legend talking to robby abt how he thinks one question the answer is wrong. wah kaoZ xia. diff league man. diff league.
stupid invigilators took SO freaking long to collect and organise the scripts. hh was waiting outside for me... i was one of the last few to leave the hall and he came up to me and i think i was pretty mean lar. i just looked at him, didn't say anything and then i started screaming. urgh. guess he gave me the "don't shoot the messager" face... but still.
after going to the ultra smelly toilet with addy, shiyi and jiojin, i came back and continued to scream at him again. haha. poor chap. addy left to join hippo man and to prepare for macro i guess. hh and i walked off to yih. on the way there, i just continued to scream scream scream, and then i looked at him... and then he said that his paper was fine. opps. i totally didn't ask him how his paper was man. i just started shooting off how crap mine was. urgh. at that moment, i felt really bad. and then i gave him the cold shoulder at one pt by walking away too, giving attitude, then i realised it... and then i felt really bad. opps.
he gave me this little hug to kinda cheer me up. er... it stopped me screaming lar... for like 5 seconds...
had a drink at yih with him, and i saw terry and started screaming again. urgh... and then terry pulled me aside and asked whether i was with hh. NO. and then while walking to the seat, i saw nic and he asked me whether that was my bf. NO. damn, 2 people in a row in less than 5 mins. urgh. i think maybe i'm hanging out too much with the bugger.
had a pretty intellectual conversation with him. haha... then he said that if i had that with kc...*snore*... haha... the way he did it, it was funny lar. but he's just like all AC guys that i know. he does come across as a tad bit arrogant. perhaps i'm used to being around AC people, or maybe i'm one of them that it doesn't seem too apparent to me, but alvan feels it too. sometimes the things he says aren't very sensitive or nice... but i guess he doesn't really mean it in the condecending way... still.
*humph*
today's macro paper:
oh, let's not talk abt it. before walking in the hall, alvan said, "anyone who talks abt the paper after is a chee bai". kevin walked out of the hall saying, "anyone who talks about IT is a chee bai". hahah.... that was funny lor.
woke up this morning to do the mcq's that yunbai posted. adn that's when i paniced(?). i cldn't do a single thing man! all the formulas i didn't know which to use and all. crap! total disaster man. i sms-ed robby and HELP!!!!! rushed to school, met them in earth and started screaming and jumping around.
babby was in a super pissed mood. who cares. she finishes today lor. wtf.
the eusolff hall was NOT AIRCON-ed. it was so freaking hot. and i tel lu, today was like 36degrees or something. wtf.
the paper was terrible. the whole of the essay question i cldn't do. that's 45 marks. and when i say cannot do, i mean cannot do. URGH. luckily i came to school to see robby, cos quite a few mcqs came out. so in that sense. yippi yay. but STILL.
i don't wanna talk abt it.
went for a swim at the club to shrug it all off. haven't ran for er...2 weeks? felt pretty good to hit the water again, like old times. my form is no where NEAR where i was... but it just felt gd to glide through the water, felling my arms burning, gasping for air... and later smelling like chlorine. urgh. the disgusting smell.
is there anything else i'll like to scream abt? hum...
talked to ren today. seems he and char are getting along fine except that her parents hate him. oh well. at least mum and pop are just glad he ain't gay. hahahah... but he does sound happy so i'm glad that he found someone over there to take care of him. happy if everyone i care abt is happy.
happy? =P
