"haha don't think i have e time haven't packed man..N am trying to spend more time w my gf n family. I'll see u in dec ya"


so i'm not impt now...


after yrs of frienship, after we both been through so much together and not together, how cld u not even say gd bye?


it hurts when i sat down with XX over the weekend. he said he saw it coming. XX told him not to play, primary school friend, can't anyhow play... but u thought that i was playing too.


i don't play.


how can i play with u? it's too risky to risk another friendship. i've sworn to no more relationships out of friendship.


but it hurts how u run away, how u justify urself by being nobel with all the excuses.


"why not bury the hatchet" XX asked.


how can i, when u don't even wanna talk to me?


and i'm talking abt talking here, not being civil, not being poliet, but talking. real serious heart to heart talk that we used to have last time.


i know it'll blow over and a part of me wishes u evil, but hey, i'm not that petty.


i blame u for things that happened in my life that i regret. i regret things that happened because of u.


i'll miss u. i've been missing u since the day u left.


i don't miss you because we don't see each other or talk, but cos i lost.


i lost our friendship.


i lost u.


come back in dec? nah. not possible.


somethings gone, are gone forever.

tania @ 10:47 PM | |