Wednesday, August 25, 2004
have u ever felt like the shittest ever?
and i'm not just talking abt pms-ing.
i'm talking abt serious depression. no more thought-ed.
think.
life sucks.
i feel so drained, as if i just go to school cos i have to, not that i want to, or even feel the need to. i just go cos... it's a rountine.
wat else can i do?
damn bored. damn xian.
so much readings, so many tutorials.
i honestly feel like i have no friends. i was packed this whole week, with tonight going out to watch a movie, tom watching another one and on fri zouk.
today's cancelled cos my friend crashed his car and he doesn't want to go out w/o it. tom's cancelled cos of miscommunication. and fri is still on lar... i think.
guess i'm thankful for the extra time to just sit down and study. don't think that i've been doing that since school started.
yea, i've read a few bks just for general reading, and i've kept up with the biz times and ny times, but still... school work wise, i'm nothing.
zlitch.
urgh.
oh, and being fat doesn't help.
addy says it's pms.
