i had a great time last night... so this post is dedicated to that one person that made me feel so much better.

thanks for being there to listen to me when i know ur busy, and ur advice really meant alot to me!

i sat in ur garden, the newly renovated outdoor which i've only seen, but never actually sat in... we slouched on the couches, and we just chated. the only other sounds other than our voices was the soothing water sounds from ur koi pond and the rotating ceiling fan.

believe it or not, this is our first actual serious conversation.

yes, i did consider our conversation last night serious.

and i really value ur opinion and encouragement, because, u know what i am going through... well... almost all at least.

ur maturity level surpasses your age, and i am thankful that i have pple like u in my life, or neighbourhood! haha... yes, and it felt nostalgic as well... 7 years ago, i would be coming over to ur house every week for cell, and since then, we've become more or less more friends than neighbours.

i honestly never spoken to anyone abt the stuff we talked abt last night... whether we're right, what's in the afterlife, and why believing just isn't enough... isn't it? but you gave me new perspectives to look at things, and u spoke to me without belittling me.

you showed concern, not because i was ur cell member, but because i was ur friend... and that meant alot. usually i just get people talking to me because they have to, because they feel responsible for me... but u... just cared.

and thanks for praying for me at the end of everything... it is a long steap climb out of the valley i know, but i'm comforted to know that there are friends like u that i can count on.

so yes, david, thanks for everything. i appreciate it... alot

tania @ 4:00 PM | |