Tuesday, January 18, 2005
the milo truck is back!!
yes, and the forum is back as well... the bazaars are back, and it seems more like the nus i know... it seems funny that things always go in a round, with alot of transitions in between. but hey, we all come back to the same pt, and live the lives that we always did.
i came to realise that my stint at db had made me somewhat dis-illusioned. for the whole of last sem, i was out partying with them on weekends, and not really caring abt my schoolwork. as a result, or shld i say my punishment, i did rather badly for my exams.
but yes, i am only 21. i am still an undergrad... i'm not some high flying trader that trades in billions and earn a 6 figure salary. i am still in school.
it took me a whole sem to get back to the earth. i can't live the life that i thought i had, because i never had it. i thought i did... i had a chance to live that life, but with my rejection letter, my dream disapppered.
it's ok. i'll just start somewhere else... the climb up might be longer and harder, but don't u think that victory wld taste so much sweeter later?
someone said i sound like those power women in cosmo who have had a revelation on their womanly strength. yes, my trip over in london has taught me something.
i am who i think i am. i'm not made whole because i'm part of someone, i'm not any less if he says i'm not. i shld not be-little myself just because i'm not good enough for him. i am as good as i think i am.
so yes, this is my final sem. i want to do the best i ever did this sem... and considering my best sem i had 3As... damn. i really got to work hard this sem balls. but it's ok. victory will taste so much sweeter.
oh a lighter note, i finally got down to using SK11.
i woke up the next morning, expecting to look like sammi cheng. haha... obviously that did not happen. sigh... so much for miracle water... guess even miracles have their limits eh. haha... but i don't know... i'll just use it and hopefully i'll be able to see a difference in a month's time.
oh well... this is my last sem. let me make the most of it.
