thoughts on last night:


i know i've said some bad stuff abt alex and his after hours activities, and considering his married....


but i mean, if that's all that they do, i think it's alright. alright cos he doesn't actually bring a girl home, but just have them sit around and entertain u.


but then again, he might be toned down cos i was there. i don't know.


but if married life is going to be like that, i'm going to keep my husband on a leash man.


i guess guys will be guys right.


like i had lunch with buck and aurelius and this dude from london, and the way they speak abt women... gosh. it's really damn sexist man. shittttttttttt


and aurelius said that he just broke up with his girl and that he was experience a drought. haha... damn funny... he said that if this carries on for a year he thinks he might just die.


"better watch out when i sneeze"


i think that was his exact words. hahhaa... that was funny. even though it took me a while to get it.


so now i'm thinking abt all these stuff. hum.... too much to ponder on for my pea brain.


guess i'm disappointed that life has just turned out like that. is it too much to still think that marriage life can be like my parents, all nice and rosy... maybe i'm too traditional or conservative. i don't know man...


i wld like it all, even the white picket fence.

tania @ 11:19 PM | |