Monday, May 02, 2005
bell curve
i told myself that i'll be good.
that it shld be easy to score CA marks cos there are 7 test, and all i needed was 5 full marks.
i did alright, 35/40 after adding all the 5 best together.
and here i was, 6 days to study for IO paper, smugged that i cld fall back on my CA results.
the bloody distribution of CA marks came out today. out of 81 students, i'm the top 42. that's like 50%. #%$&$^^@
firstly, i didn't know that there was only 82 students, and secondly, now my chances of an A is really pretty slim. i must work hard man.
this wld have been helpful like 6 days ago. the news wld have prob spured me on to study harder and be more focus, but now, less than 24hr b4 my paper, i realised that i've got only an AVERAGE CA score to back myself up on... like ain't that good anymore.
i'm stressing myself out. urgh
ok, putting in the last minute effort now. hopefully it's enough
