Tuesday, April 19, 2005
he's in love
he just started a blog, and he sent me the link... now, i wld like to claim credit for him starting the blog cos i told him once during our msn conversation. he told me that he wldn't start one cos it was private, but if he did, he wld let me know.
so i just thought that was the typical brush off he always uses, but hey, he really did start one, all thanks to me.
i'm starting to think that i'm a very influencial person. laura just told me that i'm infamous with all her thai sasin MBA friends cos of my "mango sticky rice". i even have that action named after me. woohoo. hurry, ask for my autograph before i rise to the clouds.
anyway, his blog. yes.
so he writes in code, something that i'm sure we're all familiar with cos sometimes, we want to write, but we don't want pple to know what or who we're talking abt. so it only makes sense to us. and it makes perfect sense to only us. other pple reading it wld be like wtf. i know how that is, sometimes i write that way too.
but the gist of it is, he's in love. and from wat i gather, it's someone that he met there. oh well... love lost is an experienced gain.
guess it's really time to move on and stop harping on what cld have been, and focus my energy on what can be.
i'll be graduating and going into the coporate world. (i hope) i'm sure it'll be a whole new ball game there, with new pple that i'll be meeting, and i'm sure that my expectations wld change again. what was enough for me in secondary/jc is definately not enough now, and i'm sure it'll be the same later on... in abt 4-5 months time.
so as we change and enter different transitions in our life, our expectations of ourselves change too. our lifestyle, our aspirations, our goals... and i can't expect the same level of comfort i did in yester years.
so maybe i'll get what i want, when i know what i want. right now, i'm still finding my path, my direction, my purpose.
