Saturday, April 23, 2005
comfort shopping
went out with SA to do some shopping last night. yes, i know i'm in the middle of my exams and there shld be a million other things that i shld or can be doing, but yea, i needed the stress reliver.
went shopping at cK and i got the most gorgeous jacket ever! cK jeans is back in s'pore and it just opened at paragon. nothing much there lar, didn't really want to get another pair of jeans. i mean, adding 1 more to the 20 that i already have?!! no way.
we had dinner at coffee club at taka, and it was really nice just talking to him. as in we're at a very comfortable stage in our friendship... haha... yea. and it's so much more intellectually stimulating talking to him cos i always asks him like current affairs and religion stuff right, and well... he has alot of views.
and he told me something after i exasperatedly complaining abt xiaxue saying that God was a cockcroach... he said why the hell am i so bothered by it? don't i have enough pressing issues in my life that i have to be bothered by a juvenile?
and then he goes on telling me how little time he has in a day, and there's so much money to be made. the world's your oyster, so many opportunities out there to take hold of, and all i can be bothered abt is reading and writing blogs.
how childish
so i pondered on what he said... maybe i have no life that's why i'm blogging so much... or i have no one to talk to, so i'm just posting something online and telling myself that at least it's being read by someone.
my life needs to have more purpose, more passion and most importantly, a direction. no use using all my strength and running in the wrong direction right.
i guess i need to grow up. can't be the sheltered spoilt brat forever can i?
