confused posts
*** i've deleted the entry that i posted. i realised it was abit too harsh, and it was plain distaseful. so i apologise. but i will leave the last few sentences i wrote.***
so it is over. if it was me, or if it wasn't me. it doesn't matter.
it doesn't matter if i loved him, or if i can still love him, or if i'm still in love with him.
it can never be me. and he can never be mine.
and that breaks me even if i tell myself it doesn't.