Thursday, September 16, 2004
midterm on sat.
ivp on sat.
not that i'm training though.
or studying.
sigh. i look around at the legend, the myth and the god... and i look at myself.
have i climbed mt everst already and think that there's nothing left to achieve? am i getting the john nash syndrome?
why?
perhaphs i'm burnt out from studying too hard in my 10 yrs of singapore education. being in the elite schools in the better part of my life has sapped all of my energy and drive to continue my pursuit for excellence.
and yet, when i look at the econs powers, they have been performing mediocore all their life, and they're taking uni studies as they're time to shine.
"u reach so far and u don't wanna study? this is the time to pia" says the econs myth
why don't i feel like that?!
i believe if i study as hard as i did for my undergrad as i did for my Os... i'll prob be on par with ah kee man.
or not
but i know i'll be getting better grades than now. sigh.
i just wanna grad and get out of here man.
the world outside is so nice and beautiful...
