today was unproductive. as unproductive as singaporean couples nowadays. crap.

i spent the whole of yesterday thinking that it was unproductive. today however, i came to the conclusion that yesterday was wonderful. haha... was supposed to start macro yesterday, but in the end did m&o cos spent the day studying with hua hui.

the night b4 we talked on the phone till like 6?! crap... and then we came up with this mega mama plan of meeting at kap at 9am and power study till11pm when they close. so yes, i woke up at 9am, gave him a wake up call, and then both of us agreed 10mins of sleeping more. and this continues until like noon when we decided that it WAS time to get up. haha. so much for our mega plan.

anyway, studying in kap reminds me of mgs days. saw a few mg girls prancing around in our usual style. the loud voices, the shrill laughter. oh well, guess some things don't change. and then i saw the ac guys, baggy pants, tucked out shirts, gelled spikey hair. yes... some things just don't change. looking at the mg and ac kids, hh and i were reminded of our old days and we chuckled to ourselves as we saw those "kids"... those were good times man.

left for tuition at 7 for rachel. and was supposed to come back and continue to study. urgh. after tuition, i went back to get the car and then drove back to kap. studied for a while before going for dinner and then it was off to school where we continued studying till 3plus. wah. that was tiring man. and i'm saying that it was unproductive cos the amt of time i spent studying, i cld have finished the whole syallbus, but i'm short of a few chapters. oh well. but at least i studied. today i didn't study!! crap/ slept most of the day away...

after studying, we went to "johor". this place near hhi's house that's apparently damn chill out. haha... it looks like something from johor man. really true to it's name. haha. by then the both of us were super drained, and we just sat across the table looking at each other with the same xian blank look. urgh.

after spending the day with hh, i came to the conculsion that... he's a pretty cock up guy. haha... and he's a man of many talents too! while i was studying, he drew a caricature of me. haha... and even though it doesn't look anything like me, i must say that at least he can draw. i can't even draw a straight line man. yes, and he can sing too. kaoz. didn't know he and bryan had they own band and stuff. ry had a band, but hh has a cd cut man. wah... that's something.

yes, so i did enjoy studying together even though i didn't get much done, i got more done yesterday than i did today lor. crap. ok, maybe i shld go somewhere where there's no bed and computer to distract me. hey, i already switched my hp to silent and my comp was hardly on today. anyway, there's something bloody wrong with msn and i can't get on. cRAP. but good also lar. later get distracted again.

i'm starting to wonder what's going on with hh and i. hum... i wld say we're friends, cos i treat him as one, but for his side... hum... i dunno lei. it seems awfully weird to me that someone wld go out of his way to send me around, talk to me on the phone till wee wee hours in the morning, suggests to study together and all... but i mean, the bugger JUST got out of a relationship. and i don't forsee myself going out with him anytime soon. come on, he's abby ex. wah... going out with him romantically would mean that all the crap i professed to jing abt never going out with our friends ex-es would be bullshit. oh well. but according to my radar... he does seem to be OVERly friendly. hum... but i guess it's flattering when he can remember things abt me that i causally say or do. haha. that's when my raised eyebrow poker face comes in. haha. handy xia.

so how brown cow. anyone here doesn't know wat a cow is?

the plan japan?

a nun walks in a bar.

crap. i am so screwed for the exams. i really wonder how i did it in sec school when i cld sit down for hours on end to just study. wah. if i put in as much effort i did then as i do now. i'll be yunita man. i'll have kopi woth the dean every sem man.

i'm supposed to attend hh's church on sunday for easter. hum... it's not one of the things that i REALLY wanna do considering everyone in his church kinda knows me, either as rachel's tutor OR his friend. hum... not good. i wonder how wld angie feel if she saw me with him. not too gd man. it's like me seeing kc with tahnee. urgh. some more they broke up like...3 weeks ago? that's still fresh pain man... nope, i don't think angie is ready to see him with another "new" girl.

urgh... ok, luyi just came online, and she's bitching abt how msn is down. haha... and she's consoling me with regards to ry. urgh. he's an ass.

tania @ 2:02 AM | |