Friday, April 02, 2004
i told myself that i'll be good this sem.
i told myself that i'll do my work religiously. attend lectures, do tutorials, do assignments.
and yet, i find myself, 10 days before my first paper, sitting in front of my laptop, watching 7 whole 2hr lectures of M&O. crap.
considering my first paper is on monday, 12th April, and it's M&O, i shld treat it as revision. yes, i'll listen attentively, take down notes as my revision for the exam. ok. this is my revision for the exam. it's amazing that i can take a module, not attend lectures for it for 12 weeks, have NO idea wat's going on. i've only attended the tutorials, done my project and subject pool, so that wld give me at least 20% right? yes, so now's the time to fight for the other 60%? haha... how to when the exam's only 50%? haha... or is it?! aiyar, who cares.
just finished my 1st round for financial. lec notes, tb, tutorials, and past year exam papers. ok. good. at least one down. today and tom m&o, mon-wed macro, thursday-friday econometrics, and then sat-sun m&o. ok. that's my plan. sounds like a good plan japan?! ok. good.
i hope i can get 5As. haha...cap 5 si bo?! haha... not impossible lar. if i really want to i think i can make it lar. but will i? will i continue to slack? to sleep more than i need? to just not go on msn telling myself it's a 5min break but stretches for 1hr... ok. self-decipline is the word. yes, i shall be a good girl that tania has to be. yay. good tania's in the house. come 21st april, 11am, the bad, wild, crazy tania will surface, but for now. guai tania is here to stay.
watching david wan on webcast now. haha... he's super funny man. gave him a gd review in the review. haha. he's funny lar. bird fever. haha... plsssssss....
i'm now apparently known as the girl who got banged in the car. best. babby told me that suphain told her that. damn it. oh well.
spent last night studying in bizad from 2pm. yawn. had a "Study date" with hh to power study all the way till 3am! haha... but too bad, we left at 1 plus cos he wasn't feeling well. it was alright studying with him lar, just that i think it was a bit distracting, but i guess i'll be more distracted at home with my bed, computer and tv. but it was alright, i think even though i didn't finish wat i set out to, it's alright cos i think it was really quality studying rather than quantity. as in, i really understood and applied wat i learnt for my financial module.
the thing is, hh and i met alot of people we knew along the way. babby and the rest of the gang was at arts canteen, but i didn't wanna go there... so even though we were at bizad, we bumped into a few of our friends. and then i don't know whether i'm sensitive or wat, but they all gave me a funny look. like "u ain't angie" look... sigh. i don't wanna be known as the 3rd party or the rebound girl. or even a look mna. hey, i'm just there at the wrong place, wrong time dude.
hh looked pretty shacked, first time see him with eyebags and shacked. we've been burning night oil and chatting over msn during our breaks. but i dunno lar. yesterday was pretty nice "bonding" time, when we did share some jokes and talked abit. had dinner at sushi tei at hv. haha... saw this lobster being butched alive man. crap. felt so bad for it. i think we were making a whole load of noise in the place, but oh well... haha... four star souvenir shop... haha... he bought me dinner cos he refused to let me get my wallet from the backseat ..spaz.
yum... mummy just back from ikea and bought me sweddish meatball. yum... haha. i only had a pear for dinner cos pop finished all my food cos he thought i ate ready. so i guess mummy felt back that i had nothing to eat. haha... but it's alright. had a pretty heavy lunch with my babby and terry. haha... first time in a long time i had cai peng man... haha. tasted quite good actually... even though most of the stuff on my plate was green... haha....
ok, onto second lecture of david wan. hahaha... he's such a funny dude man.
