Tuesday, March 23, 2004
crap. i'm feeling down again. and it's not just pms
i just called the casio people today and asked how much the repairs will cost. apparently it's going to cost all of the $150 that they quoted. damn. i was secretly hoping that they might charge less, cos they said they needed to see wat was wrong with him. DAMN.
apparently the whole LCD inside cracked. damn. now i know how fragile it is. bitch. grr, and the worst thing is, it's not my fault!!!!! fine, i have a delayed reaction since thursday but i was hoping that there was maybe only a minor tick or circuit flaw. DAMN IT.
well, i know i was going to get a new camera, but now wasn't the time lor. and i know i have the money to do it, but ... well... money can always be better spent. like... getting something new that i want or don't have rather than spending it fixing something that i didn't break. grr........
nmind, think i might just go ahead and fix it lar. pop might offer to pay, but nah... i hate asking them for money. it just seems wrong. crap. like i'm so old ready still wanna kao them for every little thing. that's why i give tuition, cos i don't want to ask them for money. yhow to ask them for money when they're bogged down with loans here and there, plus ren's in the-not-very-cheap UK for the next 6 years?!!?!!!! how to open money and ask them??!!! yea, i get money for my monthly allowance, but it's not enough lor. haha... maybe i shld start packing bread to school to save for that camera. haha. no lar, i don't think it's that serious. hiyar, $150 is no biggie lar. cld be worst i guess.
so yea, i think if i compare myself with some of my other friends i'm really much better off ready. so i shld look at the bigger picture (excuse the pun)... and be joyful that i HAD a camera, and i took so many wonderful pics with it!! haha. jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai.
yes, i finally told mummy and she didn't really scream, just asked me to ask the guy who dropped it to pay lar... then i asked her which was better, to repair it or to get a new one, then she was like just repair it lar, $150 only.
come to think of it, yea lar, it's $150 only. cld be worst right? somemore i got it as a pressent. so technically it was free. hiyar. heck it lar, i shld just go fix it then. i'll go do it on fri.
ok. happier. think i shld just go bathe now. wash away my bad mood and start afresh to study!!
