Thursday, March 18, 2004

today is one of those peh peh peh days.

i'm depressed cos my camera kenna smashed. ok, maybe not smashed but it was dropped from pretty high, ok, maybe just from a chair. but still. damn it. my heart dropped man. crap. it ain't a g-shock or nalgene bottle lor. it's a casion ex-slim. DAMN IT.

i'm tired cos i only slept for one hr b4 my mum called and woke me up for dinner. adn i don't even think i slept. just rolled around in bed cos i cldn't sleep. was thinking too much,

i'm abit concussed cos i sat in a wonderful roller coaster ride today. now i know how it feels like to be clothes in a washing machine.

i'm xian cos i've got econometics due tom, macro on sat, game theory on wed, financial on fri. sigh... why like dat... exams in 4 weeks time and i still need to worry abt handling in tutorial rather than revising (or catching up!) on my work.

i hate my tution kids for screwing up my planned time table. i can plan the whole day around the 2 of them and suddenly they cancel on me. i appreciate the time to do my stuff but ultimately i need to do make up classes which irritate me more. and i'm starting to feel a constrain on my time. between tuition and church, i really don't see time when i can be myself. to just relac one corner and slack.

but i know now isn't the time for it. i need to pia the next 4 weeks to make a good finish for the exams. what's the pt of running the good race when i give up or slow down at the end. no pt. let me just die trying now, and for the 4 months of my hols i can totally be a slack potatoe.

sigh. today isn't my day.

i can see a new pimple on my chin. gross.

i didn't take as much photos as i wanted to. and i'm kinda pissed at the whole world today.

i hate wearing long sleeves to school. my shoes were pretty but they hurt... actually they won't that bad. still can lar.

today just isn't my day man. GRR.

tania @ 7:50 PM | |