Saturday, March 20, 2004
breathe in, breathe out
it's 5am and i've finished 1 question on my macro tutorial. i have 3 more, 2 more chapters to read.
and i can afford to take a break to write this. i think i'm crazy. or lazy. hey that rhymes, who cares.
hh woke me up at 12+. idiot. wanted to send me the photos on msn, so i got up. anyway good also cos i forgot to set my alarm. ASS. sent me photos of him and bryan and stuff.... haha... funny lar. bryan's really cute... but considering our history... ahahah... hiyar, who cares.
kevin was nice enough to offer help on my macro tutorial. but i hate copying. i rather do my work, dunno then ask, i think tom i'll just be copying lor. damn it. i hate doing that. well, 20cent called to borrow my tutorial to copy. can't think of a good lie to tell him so i think i'll just siam him tom. damn it. i hate lying, being sneaky and all. urgh.
oh, ry called me back. talked for a while b4 he went out again. went clubbing i think. hiyar... oh well... he has decided that he can afford to be a kept man during my 10 week work week. ASS. haha... told him that i'll finally start paying for our dinners if he promises to be my driver. haha. he said that he was already my driver. haha... who cares.
yay, going to start work soon, the money's real good,.... sigh... the am of work is going to be a hell of alot lor. damn it. but good exposure. i appreciate it. really thankful that i got through. considering the pple that were there. they did attachments all over the world, know so much more than me... i really wonder how i made it through. thank God man. there's only one way to explain it. devine intervention. yippie yay
think my eyebags are going to start reaching the floor ready.
i wonder whether i shld wear specs tom
i wonder whether i shld give up and copy. nah. not my style. i'll rather run till i drop and crawl to the finish line than to cry mercy. ain't no way is this missy giving up... not without a fight at least.
stillbreathing?
breathe in, breathe out...
