Tuesday, February 24, 2004
last week i had 1 midterm and 2 assignments.
this week i have 2 midterm and 2 assignments. gosh. my work load is increasing exponientially. damn it. oh well... anyway, looking at it, i only have 1.5months till the exams come and then it's 4 months of holiday! woohoo! oh well. i've done my CV and my cover letters, but i'm not sure what job i really really want. i've not sent out anything yet, but will do so next week, comfirm. have to lar. it's time i got down to analyising wat i want out of my life, find my direction and see where it leads me. i need to have a direction, an aim, a goal. i can't continue living like a little immature little kid.
i need to take control of my life. damn, i'm going to be 21 soon. damn. that's like adult ready. even though i've argued countless times with my parents, "leave me alone, i know wat i'm doing."... am i really to grow up, to live with real responsibilites? life ain't a bed of roses. it's prob a bed of thorns. real reality is harsh. the world ain't a pretty picture. i need to be able to realise that and grow up.
i guess growing up is painful, but it's an enriching experience. i need to be enriched. i need to be rich. hahaha... still...
it's time for me to grow up...
