Sunday, March 27, 2005
i acutally studied today... haha... cos there's a stupid RE test tom. crap.
i think it's a subconscious thing for me to "give up" after S/U-ing a module. i mean, what's the pt in studying for something that u're not going to get a grade for right.
but the dilema comes in the question, how much to study... study too much, and it's wasted effort, and study too little, u might fail. so how then?
sigh... i guess i'll just have to go at it like all the other subjects and work hard.
it's 4 more weeks to the finals and i'm not even gan jiong. i need someone to whack me and wake me up man... this is the last lap. the really last in my nus career (don't think i'm planning to do my masters in nus) and i can't even give it that extra effort. sigh.
slap me won't u.
i'm going out later to celebrate the end of exams with the medicine pple. they have finally finished 5 years of school, considering they pass, but of course i know that they will. and look at me, 3 years and i so badly want to get out.
tsktsk.
and i was surfing on zuji just now... how i wish i cld go bangkok or phuket or ANYWHERE after my exams just before i start work! but for 1, there's no time, and for 2, there's no one to go with!!! sob.
these are the times when i wish i had someone, someone to plan things with, someone to fulfil them with.
life's a bitch ain't it...
sigh.
