Thursday, March 24, 2005
so yes, i woke up early today and went to the gym.
applaude won't u?
haha... but it feels really good, after not going for 2 weeks cos of my tooth. yes yes, excuses, but hey, it's a valid one ok!
there's something seriously wrong with my tooth, i keep tasting blood and it doesn't help that that shit soaked stuff that the doc stuffed into my mouth came out already. yes, and now it's back to hurting and throbbing pain. oh well.
anyway, there was bootcamp at 920 and combat at 1030. not too bad, i actually survived both! left early, as in didn't stay for the abs cos addy wanted to go back for lecture. yes! gym and school, how great is that?!! hahahaha...
i am good.
anyway, i can start to feel my joints and muscles aching now, and it's only the night...
u know i go for classes, and i'm in a while room of pple who are all so enthu and all so serious abt working out and i look at myself and i go... "yikes"
their bodies are all damn nice, all toned and lean and shit... but me?! yikes. i'm like this really really big round tire that pple find in the junkyards,
and even back in nk when i was swimming and doing weights and all, don't think i had a body that great. it was overtoned, too muscluar and i was black. yes, BLACK.
sigh.
when will i ever get that perfect body i'm dreaming abt? never it seems.
but there's another goal more pressing now.. it's 4 weeks till the exams and i'm still not in the studying mood. sigh. yes, as i told marcus, i need the grooveee... haha
it's like dancing u nknow, once u start, u just get into the momentum and u don't want to stop.
but then again, it's my last exmas, and i really really wanna do well for it!!! sigh sigh sob sob.
ok. better body, better grades. set
oh yes, and i'm having such a bad pimple outbreak!! help!!
