Thursday, February 24, 2005
why?
i told myself that i'll be good. i told myself that things will get better. i told myself to forget him and move on
but he has, and i haven't.
but he wasn't all i imagined it to be. or maybe when u imgaine things, u make them to be so perfect, so unrealistic.
anyway, it ain't over yet, i shld know the results by next week. worst case scenario, he wld have flown back already, and i'll be all alone, again.
he is avoiding me.
maybe i shld just wipe him out of my mind, and start afresh.
