Friday, December 03, 2004
well... so much has happened over the past few days that i've got just no time to blog. let's see...
interview results
got the call on wed, around 5+ after waiting the whole day for it... was online with shawn when marny called him, so i knew that marny was calling pple already.
"hey tania, i've not got the best of news... "
at that pt, my heart sank, my dreams shattered. it seemed as if her voice was being drowned out... echoing in the background... sigh... it was really in my hands, and i blew it.
but i'm more pissed than anything cos i was rejected on the basis that i wasn't technical enough. harlow... i'm an econs student. can't u assume i'm technical? anyway, leo asked me all econs questions and i answered them pretty well. i honestly did. and in my opinion, my answers are correct. damn it.
short, balding, irritating man
anyway, now i feel weird going out with alex or bern. it just seems that i don't belong to their life anymore. just seems like i'm tagging along even though i got rejected, i'm outcast, and i'm a loser. damn it. i'm really pretty sad abt this whole thing... sigh
i guess the only good thing that comes out of this is
my trip up to UK...
has been pushed up to 8th Dec. so yes, i'll be flying over there on the 8th of dec. will only come back on the 31st Dec. crap... so long right! haha... well... i'm sure i'll be freezing my ass off where ever i'll be...
the only sad thing is that i won't be able to celebrate my birthday in singapore. yes, my 21st birthday, not spent with family, and not spent with people that love me and care abt me. i'll be spending it with all the sexy french men, in the land of love. i mean... hey, the birthday obviously sucks right. (no pun intended)
... guess i haven't had time to really sort out my feelings abt this whole issue and crap. been nonchalent towards most of it, and all... mostly cos i had to study for the public finance paper today. damn it. so damn freaking boring man. everyone finish ready and i'm the only ass still left with a paper. GRR
anyway, after the paper went to suntec for lunch. had lunch with bern and lynn and this new guy tay. then went out with ther girls, viv, addy and teresa!! gosh, i've not seen the girls in ages man!!
did some shopping, though i didn't buy clothes... but i did buy myself my 21st bday present. yes i did...
i always have a habit of buying an expensive present for myself every year.. and this year, i got myself...
a new digicam!! hee. so happy. i better not get mugged over in uk man. got the pentax optio s40... i got it at a pretty good deal, so really happy abt that! it's of course not as slim and as pretty as the my casio exlim, but it'll do. it's really good value for money man!! happy.
would post pictures of it online, but u know it's rather retarded to take a pic of my cam and post it online right?!! hahaha
okok... anyway, i am awfully tired now. haven't slept well in ages, and got to wake up early tom and send the folks to the airport. yes! freedom!! i'm finally going to have the whole house to myself!!! whoopi!!!
party time, here i come!!!
