Saturday, November 27, 2004
xian.
i feel like puking most of the time. and i've got no appetite. damn. i sat in front of a gigantic plate of chilli crabs last night and it didn't do anything for me!! aiyoh...
anyway, saw jerry in church today... haha... it's been a really long time since i've seen him... he put on abit of weight, but i think i shldn't have pointed it out to him. haha... after all, i'm not that thin myself. haha...
as i said, i feel like puking. the food is revolting inside my stomach right as of this moment.
yucks. bleh.
anyway, decided to hold my celebrations with my church friends on sunday lunch... after deciding that i'll go for jack's party on saturday and that some of them have their chartered exam and the standard charter run on sunday... i think sunday lunch wld be a good idea. clean fun on a sunday afternoon. hee hee.... don't think we can tong outside until it's dark so that we can drink right. haha....
as for celebrating with my nus friends... er... i think i'll just have a night out at zouk lar... buy them one round of drinks and that's it. they can go fend for themselves! haha... honestly though... i'm like sick and tired of trying to please everyone. i just want to celebrate my 21st with that one special person that i know wld make me feel like it's the most special day of my life... right... where has he gone? over? yea, down under.
sigh... i guess the only consolation i have is that i'll be celebrating my real birthday on the eiffel tower!! woohoo... but as usual... it'll be alone ...
bleh.
my 21st... spent alone... w/o that special someone... =(
