Wednesday, October 06, 2004
"you know how hard i faught for u and aurelius?
you have gone soft. where's the attitude? where's the spunk?! we hired u cos of your potential. i saw that u had the passion, the drive. where is it now?!
u're soft. no hunger, no drive. how like that?!
the job's not urs u know. u've not gotten it. u're going to lose it to the FBIs and the SOCs. buck up.
nothing's going to fall on your lap u know. don't just sit there and wait for me to tell u things. i want u to go out and find it, to want to find it in the first place.
u disappoint me, tania. u and aurelius. i gave u a chance and u blew it.
but u got one more chance. u better buck up understand. i want to see you working here with me, but i can't give u the job if u don't display to me that u want it. that you're doing something to want it.
use the time from now till then to read up and i mean REALLY read up. u got a lot of catching up to do. use this last chance tania, that's all i can do to help u.
don't disappoint me again."
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now with a conversation like that, how can u not feel like jumping off a building?
