a hard week

this week at work was really tough... i'm starting to wonder whether there's a correlation with how hard my week's going to be relative to how much sleep i get. it seems that there's a strong negative correlation, but i'm sure i have to do more regressions and partial revals to get the exact template my my work-sleep hypothetical model.

yes, i work too much.

it's been a long time since i've updated, mainly cos i've just been so busy with work, too happy with life (i only bitch on my blog) and just plain too tired. but i guess maybe i'll try to make it up with some photos.

let's see... i've been spending my weekends with hung mostly cos well... my weekdays are burnt and he's been away for the past 4 weeks. been spending quite alot of time with the MG girls as well... seems really nice to be back with the same clique, but yet fast forward 10 years later when we all have degrees and licences. come on! last time taking cab was unheard of... today? let's just say MG has brought us up well, to be princesses and queens in our own rights.

Spent last weekend at Dan's place. he had kind of like an open mike/ showcase, and i must say that it was pretty refreshing. who says singapore got no talent? even though i only knew like 5 people there, i had fun... it's amazing that the girls can have fun where ever and when ever.

As usual, we took lots of photos, and did some really silly poses, but hey! no matter how successful we each become, we'll always be the 12 yr old geeky sec 1 kids 10 years ago. Unbelievable right? but i kid u not. imagine the thick specs and long skirts. *shudders* indeed, we have evolved.

the girls are all going back already, leaving vic the accountant and me the risk analyst to work our butts off in our cramp little office cubicle. yikes, i hate working life.

had eric's farewell party yesterday for the department at mt faber alvito... nice place and it nice to just sit down after work to chill. work that day was really really bad, but oh well, what to do right, same sh*t diff day.

hung's going to be gone for another week. damn it! here's a pic of us taken at daniel's party. brought the poor chap to meet my friends and well... it just reminded him of how young i was. crap. haha... but he calls me everyday from CHF, but it's not the same as seeing him or talking to him when he's in s'pore.

i'm just taking things one step at a time... the future is so uncertain... whether he stays or leaves. and i don't want to be a consideration on his part. i don't want to be the only thing holding him back from finding more happiness. i don't want to be responsible...

i guess i'll take things one step at a time, not being pressureed to think so long term, but enjoy the moment now. i rather by happy for a short while, than forever worrying abt whether it'll last. it's one of those taboo self-fulfiling prophercies.

oh well.

anyway, aaron's leaving tom and that explains the blogging on a friday night. (zouk being closed for renovations has nothing to do with it)... going to miss having him around, but i guess that's life right. we grow up and we move on.

tired... off to bed. this is prob going to be one of the best sleep i had in weeks. *yawn*

tania @ 11:33 PM | |