i must admit that army does wonder to boys... some do actually turn out... well... men.

had lunch with fj today in school. i must say that he's changed. perhaps i never got a chance to actually know him better despite spending 3x a week with him during trainings.

i wonder whether it's cos i was the capt and cldn't really form interpersonal relationships with the team cos that wld interfer with my dictorialship... but then i'm close to some others in the team as well.

but anyway, he has changed.

i sat with another friend during lec and she said that he was not bad if he stop hunching, change his clothes and be abit more self confident. so i stared at her and was like, issn't that like everything?!!

haha... but we had lunch after and i must say that he's pretty gentlemanly now, minus the 2x that he spat his food in my direction... haha... accidentally of course.

but we did have a pretty gd conversation, and that was surprising. i think this has got to be the longest time i've ever talked to him, and it wasn't even weird. and get this... he even saw me to the busstop! gosh. this is such a change from the $2 chicken rice man.

time has changed him man... and i wonder whether he thinks the same of me... i wonder whether a friend wld say that i've changed, after not seeing me for 2-3 years and wld it be for better or worst? ...

oh, and i felt really bad too, cos i mentioned that i go out with fred and luyi, and they he said, "never jiou!" which then he went on saying that he feels outcasted cos we never call him when we go out. shitttttt.... i felt so bad man... okok, will call him next time, even if it's at midnight and we're meeting for half an hour. i will call. will try to have a swim gathering soon too. damn. i hate organising these reunions. grr...

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i cut my hair today. it's horrible.

i don't know which is worse, the red ripe pimple on my nose, or the shrub on my head.

tania @ 1:06 AM | |