Saturday, October 16, 2004
why am i at home on a friday night?
these are a few possible reasons:
1) exams are in 5 weeks
2) staying at home cos my parents are making alot of noise
3) was finishing my public finance tutorial 6
4) nursing a hangover from last night
5) ramesh cancelled and then re-activated the party
well... i make myself sound so pitiful, all alone at home studying on a friday night... well...
i finished my tutorial! yay!!! thank God. i know i've not said that in a long time, but i think it's pretty much of a miracle that i'm done with the tutorial. pretty happy at that.
ok, getting back...
i drive down to school to hand up the tutorial... and wat do i see? i see people studying in school. yes, on a friday night. DAMN IT
why are there such muggers in the world? this is crazy.
and i know him too! he's the guy that i always mistake for loyd. sigh... they look alike to me wat..........
anyway, here i am, complaining and complaining that i'm stuck at home, not out partying... and then there are pple studying in school.
drives home the pt that buck was trying to make that i wasn't hungry enough. i have everything going for me that i just wait for things to fall into my lap... not very gd eh.
i need to be more determined, to have a drive... met adrian last night and he gave me really gd advice. "it's all the attitude" really, how true.
i can't imagine myself not working there. i want to work there so badly!!!
argh
