Wednesday, July 07, 2004
today went bowling with the interns.
i suck at bowling. from the time that i was with jack, i told myself... NO BOWLING. yes, i've been to so many competitions and watched all the pros bowl... it seems so easy, but hey, it's not. i've got like horrible scores. haha...and aurelius can bowl. damn it. he's such a liar... haha... wat can i expect from a father of a 8m kid? hum...
told got pointers from paul chen. it wasn't seem like he was shooting me down, but i just felt abit bad... but wat advise he gave me was good. sell urself. make urself count. how did u make a difference. and don't talk abt getting coffee/lunch/papers and shit. how did i contribute to the bank, that losing me wld be their loss and JP/barclays/ubs/citi's gain?! i need to think abt that.
and buck told me i had potential today. he really spoke words that edified me today and boy, i was pleased. he said, "u have potential". and i guess that's what i have, potential. perhaphs i'm still naive, but yea, that's it. i take everything at face value. perhaphs i really need to read into people more.
sigh
