Monday, March 07, 2005
3 nails + 1 cross = 4given
i know that. i've seen it b4. but seeing it as his msn nick?!
i didn't expect him to be that kind of person, does he believe in JC?! if he does, of course i'll be delighted, but then again... is this just a recent thing or something that has been going on for a really long time?
who am i to judge him anyway, i'm so unholy in the sight of god that i wld prob just light up in flames and burn in hell... but it's funny right, i judge him on the principles that i set for myself, and yet, when it comes to critizing myself, i made excuses and i go round my morals.
oh well, guess there will always be double standards in the world eh?
~*~
oh a side note, i totally feel like packing up and going on a really long holiday. yes, i know i just came back from one, but i would really really like to just get up and go away somewhere... states... aussie... hk... europe... shit, i just want to enjoy life man. and i really really have a midterm tom and i'm just not studying. shit shit shit
oh, and i've made an appointment with my eye doc to do lasik. 1st april, oh what a joke! haha... and next wed's appointment with my dentist to pull out my wisdom tooth. urgh. and wat else ar.... oh yea,
after much debating, i've accepted the risk measurement and management position at csfb. i interviewed with all 3 desks and all 3 desks wants me. oh how nice. haha... shit lar, they just want me for an intern and not the real deal. shit. but hopefully, i'll wow them with my stella personality and they'll be blinded by my halo flurencent light that i emit and offer me a full time position, or a contact one at least.... aiyoh.
ok, it's 10.19pm now. i really need to go study for the shit labour midterm tom. urgh. so tired and still need to study. shit shit.
but that's my fault cos i watched the 70's show and the 9pm chinese show. hahahahhahaha... i'm such a pig
